Xanax

 Before Giancarlo finally ended the streak, I was beginning to root for a second no hitter against the Yankees, in consecutive games. 

I was thinking it would be like a form of chastisement. A lesson to be learned, 

At various points, I was so demoralized I no longer wished to watch.

Then I read that DJ had tied the game.

So I tuned back in.  And King had Astros on first and third with no one out. 

And he squirmed out of it.  I was actually wondering if we would ever want Chapman back?

I knew the Yankees needed this game.  Needed to win, not to have talks about, "what we have to do better."

So I took a big orange one to relax a bit ( maybe it was white ). 

I, nonetheless, came near to a collapse when Kiner-Filafa resorted to a bunt with two strikes, to move Aaron into scoring position.

I never thought DJ would not put the ball in play.

I took a hit of "lemonade haze" when Carpenter was intentionally walked. 

And then, Judge.  

The man is special. 

That was an importantYankee comeback.  

There will be many big games ahead.  

I'll do what I can to stay calm.  You know, relaxed.